there's gonna be a day,
just one day, out of the blue,
where everything's gonna change again.
i can just feel it happening,
and i'm scared.
i'm so afraid of what the future holds nowadays...
because the unexpected does continue to happen,
unfortunately quite often in my family.
sometimes i just want to sleep and never wake up,
so that i can continue to live in my dream world where everything works out...
but since i can't live in a fictional world,
and that these happenings are a reality...
i just hope i'm prepared for it.