i've begun to believe that thinking just makes things worse.
overthinking, underthinking, halfthinking, making up words about thinking...
it just feels like every time i think about a situation, it changes it far more than i hoped it would.
i mean, all i wanna do is understand what's happening... but i'm always creating new happenings in my mind.
i'm stuck between a rock and a hard place.
why can't i coast?