i don't want it to come.
it's my brother's 20th birthday, which is the happy part, of course.
but i also have a softball tournament that day.
far from here.
and the teams we're playing...
are far from here.
Kaneland High School vs. Prospect High School.
jeffrey, i'm playing your school with your name plastered across my back and imprinted on my mind.
please keep me strong through it.
i'm so scared.