flattered?

how should i feel?
good?
bad?
nothing?

i mean, let's look at it this way:
we aren't friends.
i don't talk to you.
but you like me.

no, no, not like me.
you think i'm different.
but a good different.
a different that most people don't see.

i think this is a good thing.
i mean, i did once know you.
not well, but enough.
enough to talk to you for a whole season.

but at the same time;
this is random.
this is weird.
this is... different.

but i will thank you,
for what you think of me.
because it is a compliment;
and a huge one at that.

it's a new day here in wonderland

i miss this.

i think it had to do greatly with the fact that i took a creative writing class this semester, thus causing all my words to be thrown onto pages for that class....

but now i'm done.

i have nowhere to really say anything.

so i think i'm going to continue to write, but only in a place where not so many know i'm writing.

pointless? not sure yet.

just follow me on twitter.

i barely go on this anymore.

twitter.com/yeah_allison

lykeee ohmygahhh

let's go back to school!

i'm actually excited, not gonna lie.

the big senior year, equipped with dominance, drama, and of course, datelessness.

COME HOME DAN.

i need you here :/

story of my weak week.

hey, my life in a song...

before i fall too fast
kiss me quick, but make it last
so i can see how badly this will hurt me
when you say goodbye

keep it sweet, keep it slow
let the future pass, and don't let go
but tonight i could fall too soon
to this beautiful moonlight

but you're so hypnotizing
you've got me laughing while i sing
you've got me smiling in my sleep
and i can see this unraveling
your love is where i'm falling
but please don't catch me

see this heart won't settle down
like a child running scared from a clown
i'm terrified of what you'll do
my stomach screams just when i look at you

run far away so i can breathe
even though you're far from suffocating me
i cant set my hopes too high
cause every hello ends with a goodbye

but you're so hypnotizing
you've got me laughing while i sing
you've got me smiling in my sleep
and i can see this unraveling
your love is where i'm falling
but please don't catch me

so now you see why i'm scared
i can't open up my heart without a care
but here i go, it's what i feel
and for the first time in my life i know it's real

but you're so hypnotizing
you've got me laughing while i sing
you've get me smiling in my sleep
and I can see this unraveling
your love is where i'm falling
so please don't catch me

if this is love please don't break me
i'm giving up so just catch me

i is a theif for stealin this quote from somebody's blog.

but i love it.

"There have been several times where I have been trapped under wreckage where for months I agonized and longed to be pulled out while it felt like God was being so quiet, yet in his timing he eventually did pull me out, revealing himself to me along with understanding and took me further than I could think. Yet somehow even having experienced such divine rescue and moments of such supernatural engagement, I began to forget once things began to run fairly smooth for long enough, or I should say more so when things became so busy. I’ve just been thinking about all of these things lately. I wonder how many times the word “Remember” is used in the greatest book of promises and love stories…"

-Bryce Avery, The Rocket Summer